scjc_90

eric clapton

2007-01-15T07:56:00.000-08:00

darn..its not i wun wanna blog..i had to ABSTAIN from it lmao =D

well kinda fun today too ^_^

3 ppl had found out my blog O.O omg....
Madalene ,Joan and Jecin...----DA!

so now must write LESS sensitive part =D

anyway today was kinda MOTIVATING
saw the "N"level to students ..awww i wish my name was inside there T__T
and those RECOGNITION!!!
darn i gonna mae tit o the O level wooden board this YEAR , SCJC aims for a 6 pointer !

Anyway anybody went to watch ERIC CLAPTON? omg his a legend the concerto was great and even minister MAH also went =D best of all is when he played his ever favourite LAYLA =D the song is always so sweet , electronic songs man , kinda miss it the only thing my FRENS are listening now are all jaychou ,JJ,zzz u name it they got it all the chinese "pop"-singer WHICH was very very very very...low-class -.-, i bet thiertotal sales can't even beat the 1964 The Beatles debut album ...well of course , they get godlike support from FEMALE fans ...

welll next time i shold be a famous guy so al the girls will fall over heel over me XD ahahaha =D its easier for girls to go aftr guy , but difficult for GUY to go after girl . if the girl don't even had any impression on yhou , u might as well go die =D

anyway i felt like changing my blog interfaqce its getting so boring zzz and of course that BEach babe interface had been standing there for decades , i bet even her ass had been sun burnt..

meh going after that [GIRL] i should slim slim slim down first =D , kinda like confidence booster, and of course to look better =D. Chemistry test was fun but Glenn got the trophy by scoring 23/25 , thats gay i bet his studyoing like mad these few days even though he kept saying that he got basketball .... and him just can't accept the fact that foreigner is better than locals lolx , anyway just gonna beat him in O levle to show FOREIGN POWER!!

anyway just gonan write till now , not much report today tho and im reall erally drunk rigt now im typing it half-awake =D today's FEATUED sons is Eric clapton's LAYLA

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8EUUjlzs5S4

2007-01-08T06:09:00.000-08:00

ok 1st : Now i can only blog for ounce per week -.- ' im now a nerd not a geek so i would only spend
1/1/1/100 of my time in computer and u would rarly see me using the MSN thus ppl want to contact me via handphone pls =D
or just thru this damn blog ( noboy visits this anyway ) lmao

nano-luna ...my ...

always think of you
mind in hysterical
body in a spiral
limbs always in a a limble

ypu are my rereil
maeh i just cant live without you =/
(this is not a poem -.- just expressing my feelings for someone )

anyway im always go unnotice
no attention..

god im totally inlove with her
in love totally
it taste just like sweet bittergourd =D
love it
i hope i can prove my existance to her ^_^
its jsut a matter of time before i can go with her
just that i need e better

youwould always be my lover/admirer/idol

today's song is by lobo , how can i tell her ( a very old song , and its my Dad's favourie ) =D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DiF9Z4Iosbk

enjoy

love you always nano-luna ^_^

2007-01-03T04:59:00.000-08:00

Happy belated NEw YEAR!!! lolx its 3rd today

and WOW didn't really blog haha , i had really cleanly forgotten all about it =/

school started and tmr i have a maths test so i shall keep this short and *censored*and of course i still have more Holiday assignement and 70sit up and zzz tons of push up to do =X bloody own how long.

and of course , i had to stop the habit of scolding vulgarities lolx

personnal GOAL : SLIM DOWN , SCOLDING vulgarities (must stop) no more those "uncouth words" = need to be more refined, acheiving god like nerd status

must change....u know o i got chance..maybe i hope =/ i hope...its just a dream...DANG

kinda...im mesmerized by her
dazing half way walking dead
omg...heart is so ...baaam...baaam...baaam *pain*

and she?

well i don't think she even notice me...i suck...
she disgust me
despised me

just act on a fake smile infront of me
in a form of not offending me?
to become a true man
to be loved and yet to love
im just a fool chaser

a no funner a no punnier
wose than anything
just a nothin in her

maybe Really is not fated?
but i don't belive in fate
i change my fate
i hold it and grasp it
and of course
I'm just a no fated

i can't go after the same girl my buddy like
just a bystander
admiring from four corners
is this worse?
of better?
of just let be forgotten
still my heart gently weeps

today's heartbreaking song

while my guitar gently weeps ( i know it had been played before but this one is played ans sung by eric clapton)

enjoy its one of my favourite

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FC1EZcrZEIs

2006-12-28T08:13:00.000-08:00

IF i see you in school i shall bow
had i ever lie to you?

hmm..
yeah still about [her/she]
kept thinking
heart twitch here and there

hmm..wht do i lack?
yea maybe i lack too much...
theres a chinese saying : (lai ha ma xiang che tian er rou)
means , a toad wants to eat a goose meat

=/ anyway probably next year is my last year in Singapore , MAYBE**

yea prolly i should not be allwoed to love anybody..yea.. too cold to have one
don't know myself ...i only know my abilities but not my heart . Now what do i jsut need ?

anyway enough of all those crap...
sick of WoW
sick of almost anything..
sick of eating
sick of myself
I hope i just go sick

im sick of everything now
but
even though how SICK i am

==>> 6 POINTS and graduate with PRIDE and HONOUR

need to keep reminding to myself 6 points is the only points i will accept other than that its all failing points .

maybe im aint cool enough for her? or fun enough for her ? or im just unacctractive...yea i suck that bad ....... im crap at this ....

anyway at home, still the same ...nothing to do ROT ROT ROT and haizz....

and the song for today is...
i want to hold your hands dedicated to [her/she]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fozTkWHX4A0

2006-12-27T05:51:00.000-08:00

while my guitar gently weeps...

damn realli like that girl T_T , but knew that not good enough for her haiz..
sianzation ...

feel the urge to like her bahx =/

she is popular
smart
trendy

i feel damn inferior and sumore both like not same intrest

i DUNNO HOWWW ...

really my heart twitch everytime i see her =/ and felt kinda shy u know ...
yeah i feel damn inferior
useless
crappy..

ohh fuck why so useless , see her my legs turn jelly =/
haiz realli duno what to do

anyway . christmass was fun =.=

they say dun disturb ..yeah but went up to my 7th floor and eat =.=
first time see my maid cook they stun lmao =.= and see the food also stun

and fuck i got drunk , haha but not really drunk
I still can make myself awake ^_^ u know untill watch SZ play CnC haha

and the barbeque was a total failure lolx , anyway reali need to start studying

FUCK 6 POINTS!!!! and 36D!!!!! gogogogogogogogogo

aim:6 points
2nd aim get to 70kg in 1 year Lolx
3rd aim , try to get that girl haha /slap self

still my guitar gently weeps

BUCK STEVEN !!! GIVE IT NOW OR DIE TRYING !!

today is short

anyway today's featured song is "while my guitar gently weeps'

cool song eric clapton and the beatles together =D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AHChc2I7FKk

2006-12-24T06:26:00.000-08:00

Imagine there's no Heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace

You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world

You may say I'm
a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one

imagine by john lennon of The Beatles

Things song was great LoLx it was an anti-war song anti-realigion song,anti-capitalism LoLx
/salute John lennon

oh yea no heaven that rocks =D no hell , jsut what i always belive in its jsut the clear sky and beneath the earth crust is jsut the earth core not hell .

Anyway Tmr is 25/dec -.- yeah yeah...Christmas ZzZzZzZz
Why the Fuck asian like to copy western culture zzz , actually western should celebrate chinese new year =D , its better than chirstmas . And it does not happened at WINTER and at least it don't have smth called SANTA -.-and of course its a non-realigion festivel .

....chirstmas -.-'' really ...nth fun , of course unless you have a BF/GF or you are a christian or catholic other than that you are just "follower" zzz

Lets talk what happened today

was kinda catastrophic

monin i woke up , Edwin came zzz , tuition baah
then went to CREATIVE o.o okay bought a speaker and damn the shuttle BUS there was NONE and freaking i wait there for 1 hour like a total retard .

Oh yeah , forgotten to bring my phone rofl , freaking misscall =.= and message .
prolyl haveing a BBQ at my house o.O yea my NA fren making , u know at first i was kinda "fear" cause...Fuck i never BBQ before at my house O.o yea sounds wastefull , i don't fancy that is need to bbq,grill then have tow ait then turn over etc etc , rather eat buffet easier walk around and pinch food . to me BBQ is like a rocket surgery man yea worse than that -.-;

book at BBQ pit god a 50 bucks deposit ==.== omg that was like my last wek of personnal cash , but well well spent most important everyone HAPPY ^_^ i don't wanna be spoken in the back of not spending a single cent in the BBQ budget zzz /slap self

like edwin said lol this year is the last year i gonna see 36B cause after that i had to adjust my eyes to 36D lolx (guess what is those 36a ,36d stuff hehe)

actutally my plan for christmas was umm , go out with my friends and SPRAY WAR at night =D , during afternoon its karoke Lolx , too bad its gone . Oh well spent my great fetish time with my school friends its the same too ya know =D

actually the first time why i rejected the BBQ pit was cause of my parents , god i was having some bad drama relation with my Dad zzz and i totally pissed him off . DUH so if he came abck before CHIRSTMAS im SCREWED , YOU know S.C.R.E.W.E.D SCREWED rofl

actually when he came back he forgotten about that event , was kinda fun and told him about the freaking BBQ and well he kinda like support or umm? forgot the term or phrase rofl.

anyway tmr excited about tmr? mroe like i fear of tmr LoLx don't know why just my stomach jsut twisted . **pray tmr rain** lol im bad =/

anyway enough of my ranting , and nobody visites these steven blog anyway since i had stopped for a period of time and they think this place is extinct ROFL . Thats actually good news nobody knows what im talking just use these place to trash tlak or just fuck talk or talk cock zzz or jsut WHATEVER vent out streess lmao

today featured SONG is IMAGINE ,yeah the lyrics is at the top lmao

the youtube adress is
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jEOkxRLzBf0

2006-12-22T07:38:00.000-08:00

If u come inside , things won't be the same ..when the thing return...

LoL , been play ing the " real LIFE mmorpg"

Characther

Name: Steven Chou
hair colour : Black
EyE Colour : Black
Skin texture : smooth and tanned

Race: Human
Class: student

Hp: 1000
Atk: 90-115
Def : 300
Level : 5
Speacil ability : Unlimited funds

loL , really nonsense -_-;;

K lets talk about TODAY... ..*think* wtf i done today?

morning i slept till 11am
11am-11.30 travel to school
12pm-5pm (Served DC)
5pm-5.20 (travel home)
5.20-7.00 (TV)
7.00-7.30 (eat...dinner)
7.30- .....(computer)

arrh freak
din't effing do anything -.- except some maths revision zz
Really freaking bored...
ANyway christmas coming?
8thinks8 what i dong at christmas?

damn I don't really wanna come out of house....zzz christmas....0.-
lets see if i have any invitation...
BBQ or steamboat are out sick of them 0.0 (bored of eating BBQ ...its the 5th time if i go eat BBQ again...no way im gonna eat)

at least my food of choise now is erm... buffet. =D or restraunt food.

u know next year? kinda fear it but together im excited..

Fear - Fear the adult life...i wanna be student
Excited - finally O levle had come =D showdown with singapore (Gonna pwned u in O level)

Thinking back..what i done during my school days

sec1sec2,sec3,sec3e

most fun was during sec 3NA yeah and during sec 1 too , in sec 3e was nothing fun really happened sec 2 was a kinda crazy year . really miss those days T_T wanna cry when i think of it
Death.. whta i think of death hmm...endless sleep and endless dream . Maybe now im just a part of a dream? Who knows LoL

thwe most important thing in life is don't ever betray your conscience , live for mankind , do smth for society ,cherish things that u love and die peacfully

life is really fun , if i were to die now i had no regret , i had enjoyed the most fun part of my life =D

Rain Rain , my heart is raining too

2006-12-19T03:38:00.000-08:00

RAAin...rain since monday morning

well...what to say
lets talk about the release of N level result . Some cheered, some cried

Kinda majority of my frien managa to go up to sec 5 Congratulation guys =D
Those that failed..sad to say i hope u guys had straighten out your thinking

Ya know guys , i got a friend who got 11 points but she was not allwoed to retain and this was her first retaining year sumore and the school don't allow she to retain .

WTF One of the most liable reason why the school don't allow , she can't make pass N level such simple exam and she can't pass? shows the school that she is not putting effort and not intrested in school work thus no point in letting her staying might as well let her go.

2nd reason : class overcrowded

3rd reason : Will detoriated the school rating / passing statitics if she retain and could not make it again next year2008

4th reason : She had finished her compulsary 10years of education and thus the school don't fucking care after that why wasting another year on her since the school JOB is done

overall i think why the school did not let her retain is because School Reputation > Student's well-being and really , this is more like the the real society =/ i can't blame the school BUT isn't it too much for a 16years old peeps? can't u ppl shed some light? Wtf man

anyway , for the girl I hope u will get up and walk ur life again ^_^ u had a long road ahead , give u my deepest blessing

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its really fucked up man , but ..there's really nothing i can do, face reality nothing much to say thought ,nothing really happened much since its jsut rain all day =/

anyway today's featured song is LET IT BE - from the beatles , dedicated to all the one who pass/fail N level , this song meaning is nver give up and learn to LET it be

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4oZYqAeIdYk

duuuddeee....2nd day...okay u suck

2006-12-16T08:09:00.000-08:00

o.o , 2nd day ...

well today is such a BRIGHT , RAINY , SUCKY dayy...

moning..din't really know what i do at morning , ya know i woke up at 1pm o.o god was drunk last night...yea drunk...

anyway lets check up how much i spend on holiday ...

manga comic books -$70.00
"usefull" books - $34.90
stupid stuff - $14.00
food expeneses...-$50
Games...-$60.00
miscllesnious fees - $30.00

..$260.00 BUCKS spent on this effing holiday...or maybe more...damn...
im left with $40.00 for last 2 weeks of holiday TnT *sniff*

...at last today ...TODAY , i started studying ^_^ damn maths was total alien to me...god i msut really pick up , i can;t wait for school to start if not IM not gonna catch up ...

lets do a schedule

1st week - polish up maths stuff NO TIME LIAO
2nd week-school starts --- GET new opic into my HEAD

means no mroe folling around , really ihad taken a super one month BREAK

2 weeks -foudnation programme
4weeks - folling around
last 2 weeks - STUDY

yeah we nEED to study study study , no mro time already

Anyway , monday is gonna be those NA buddies of mine getting results ^_^ wish them the best of luck , if u studies for it, its good be glad =D if u don't GG

anyway what i done today
wake up , study till 4pm...
watch TV , went out at 6-8.30 to buy school books
the rest of time ...get my ass infront of my computer of course still had 50 sit-ups left to do

tomorrow , wake up at 10am and STUDY ... still got maths left to do of course science and english...u know the MAIn 3 core subject of cours e, will have to pull up my socks for POA and DnT damn it so muh to do in 2 weeks

....anyway , today jsut played tiberian sun again , god a really god damn classic game ..bit it was really fun mbring back memories of my primary school times ...saddens me alot but its a great lesson for me ^_^ went thru alot from NA to express...was fun hehe

anyway , gota go sleep damn it , wake up early tmr ^__^ continue my ranting tomorrow again hehe

anyway today's featued SONG is http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_1Qdcdw22Sw Smells LIke teen spirit by .... NIRVANA !! #2 on Rolling stone (greatest song of all time) enjoy

hmm back to blogging i guess ?

2006-12-15T11:46:00.000-08:00

back to blogging i guess? I hope i stay long eh ?
The sexy one? lolx i think i should change that soon ^_^

omg , the last april 28/3006 rofl , anyway it gonna start again at 16/dec/2006
What make me come back?

1.st im writing this at 4am cause im so freaking bored
2.I can;t effing sleep
3.Nothing better to do in holiday guess i jsut plant my stupid diray here =D

I guess i gonna keep on writing this till? I dunno when but I won't stop Lol .

Tomorrow...darn nth better to do too.
Don't know will Edwin come tomorrow? Always fang wo ge zhi =/
Buy books , ya know.. school gonna start soon and of course weather to go that 5pm thingy zzzz

Today , jsut watched the show "coach carter on HBo" kinda nice talked about a coach benching his players (basketball) because his team don't do well in his academic . It shows how caring this coach is ^_^ i hope my teacher in school were like these too...

about BTVSS
1.Bo-chap attitude (those newly-trained teachers omg...worse)
2.Give the best to the best only....(if you are in normal = Bye bye ,always get 2nd grade teachers unless u hit the graduating class)

3.Welll the school only cares about its reputation THEY DON"T Effing give a damn about the student GG best exmaple = We had to wear the Bloody tie even on a effing hot day , WHy? to maintain a GOOD IMAGE of the school zzzzzz

4.Care and share , My foot . If you are Singaporean well u get better off , if you are a foreigner Good game , 1 advise for those foreign students = study well and get ur ass outta there cause the school ain't gonna give you any benefits (no scholarship,no money being 1st or anything NOTHING [and probably even last for any speacial treatment ,OSL or watever overseas trip])

5. Never trust your teachers as they are pure backstabber (trust me and u will thank me)

nothing more to say lol ...one more year before i graduate oh yeahhh tht day...

Anyway , How ya guys going? Doing well? having fun i bet ..som of you holiday gone to watver foreign country , best of lucks mate

As for me , this year ends with ...pure boringness.....school no competition , WHY? cause i studiedthem before dosen't feel the kick..well next year gonna be the most FUN year and of course testing us the 7 guinea pig from NA , weather we or our NA counterparts will do better in O level . yea the Big O ...OOOHHHH u suck OH..

ened the year with rank 5 in class...zzzz i expected worse though with that kind of result YUCKS
damn gonna be 100 X harder nxt year!! must make my name on that damn wooden board . The BLOODY wooden board will have my NAME : Top Student "O" level - 2007 Steven Chou 4e2/5n2 .. yea 6 POINTS 6!!! POINTSSSSS 6 effing POINTSSSS

end of speech...darn...vent all my damn fustration lolzzz...

anyway will always leave a nice song every end of report , hope u guys will enjoy and of course educate out crazy chinese POP freak some old school english ROCK ..they still rock
anyway today's featured song is http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oDypCFSGMQo Otherside by RET HOT CHILLI PEPPERS -enjoy

hard day

2006-04-28T20:37:00.000-07:00

Umm guess wat im at the community centre now =D lol at last can update it been so long since i last update man *punch-self*

thing i done

Kh-2 lpayed till haloween twn lol under (under 4 hours)
social studies -test omfg get 16/25 -.-(kill self) first time i get so low for SS tst T___T cries
physics -big improvement but i still must buck up on it damn must reutn to past standard
Chemistry -get on with it kick that chem ass up
Chinese -[pls pls god help me pass] Carmen mok is a great teacher
History ,- source based question test omg man i hope i can score i wrote purpose for last SBQ question
English - ARRGH need a freaking great improvement on it
POA- need revision which i had not been doing ...

social studies mid year paper - damn i hpe i can score well in it T___T 7 pages full (4 pieces of papper)great im suppose to wake up at 3am to study but after reading for 20 min i went back to slp

EL p1 (good i dun noe how man i tried all the question hope i can argue well in that test man)

man god noes i udn noe wat to do now zzzz crapy

i NEED MONEY!
NEW SHOES my nike sneakers its gone damn it

well for this week quite stress full but to me of course it nth man its just like a game zzz sianzation i sae , So many ppl dying due to exam -.- exam exam hope i acan go bak to sec 3 NA
those were the times which is really enjoyable man....Suikoden 5 i stop for a while if not im gonna get addicted to it soon man and the damn TV is cranky up cant stand it , Colour distorted
purple top green btm . Hope it get well soon .Rarly online now guys . Owl Steve no longer here man .Those guys with exam good luck man i hope all of u have fun with it (i doubt so)

ppl that may get 1st in class (not official)top 15 =D dun wry im not inside

-Andy (87%) - his hell of a tough nut to crack
-Alina (82%) -shes smart
-Cecelia(79%) -modal student have good stdy habbit
-Qiu xuan(75%) Ying xuan(70%)-Bith rarly fail and get crazy marks ....
-Jordan (72%) -sounds sleepy but smart
-Estelle(70%) - She may look blur but she got a quick mind
-Cherlyn (67%) - man u r so hardworking now man
-Chu ling(65%) - not much things about her but she one of those that can make it
-Wei yang (64% - 65,64,63 stack eh but no joke his good
-Hannafi (63%) - he done well on alot of his subject
-Khee ming (61%) - okay nth to sae much his hell smart -.-
-Shi jie (58%) - his effing smart
-Glenn Koh(57%) - u slack this year glenn
-Sean ( 54%) - nxt einstein but his Poa and chinese is a big no no

so who u guys think>? tag it !! lol XD

those not included im not saying u guys are lousy it getting 1ST!!! the other may get top ten lol it unofficial -.- but really lots of u need to buck up including me =D

dude expenses

2006-04-09T00:53:00.000-07:00

dudes and dudees

steven chou.... is BROKE! penniless T____T god rain some money pls T____T

calculation

phone bills -------$65.00
debt--------------$40.00
Class jersey-------$20.00

Less total---------$125.00

debts to be collected this month ---$50.00
next month $65 [ bad debts must go after]

total $65.00 + $50.00 =$115.00

dick no money

...screw it...........FUCK LA sumore zzz mu screw it family is not giving me a single cent BASTERED .....

next month start on WoW to stop my spending habits relai bad man...
maybe i have to stop guitar .... i just quarrellled with my dad and .....damn pai sei to ask fro money ....i cant take it...screw it dude

the inli thins i want now is MONEY MONEY MONEY....screw it.....
im not sure if i can buy the damn jersey
screw phone bills mybe i'll unsuscribe but i have to pay more...
debts....fuck it..nobody helping me when im in the worse...
u noe wat...maybe i reali should disconnect with everybody .....reali sucks....
dude nobody helping me....
helpless

my result dropping every body killing
techers scolding
i cant stop thinking
about one thing
called money

...........................maybe i reali have the worse life of all....ppl sae im born with a silver spoon
yeah rite...a silver plated spoon with poison on it dude.....dun think being rich is good i got lots of family problem due to money u fucker i hope im just a normal person being rich is hard...u bastered thikking that im born with a silver spoon...u guys are lucky dude born normal everybody loves u

i got no mother
a father that practice favouritism
im just a nobody...
fuck it
nobody apriciated me before
NOBODY

i draw good yes i draw damn good but they just sae its a worthless piece of junk, i get 1st they sae 1st is nth u r just in a neightbourhood school and u r in Normal academic .... i get to express they say : SO wat? sec 3 guess wat is my bitch mother said it SEC 3 well that time i almost broke dwn too bad bitch i WUN mother fucker fine nobody appriciated me its fine fucker

i just draw junk
get last in class
get back to normal
retain sec 4N
greatr eh fucker bitch i tell u all what I GONNA CONTINUE WAT I DO and im just gonna draw draw draw U PPL ARE JUST JUNK un feeling bastered

well what can i sae god is fair

god give me a silverspoon but he gave me a troubled family too =D i dun mind any should sae thanks it shape my life

2006-04-05T08:32:00.000-07:00

..........i feel like dying

stupid humanities quiz wasted my whole afternoon dude and GO THERE sure lose...zzz fuck it sian waste time bla bla bla....i give tan huong face den go... if not i fuck care liaoz sian tmr got stupid ...give away prize omg la.... cant take it.. im gonna freeze it onli certificate of PARTICIPATION omfg la...

anyway todae...omg POA test...shit-O crap t i OPEN all ledger but it onli required to onli open if not i coukd finish it in 10 min darn it T____T i think i failed it ....i reali need to perk up dude and english oral presentation....shit-o.. i haven even though of a damn song yet crap... ok i decided Y not james blunt XD gonna wake up tmr 4 am to do it... and of course prepare for that stupid thing..

and Class jersey i think im not buying currently reali have problems with my funds...maybe i have to fork $100.00 for some stuff cant expect me to pay dude $20.00 ITS A FREAKIN SOLID $20.00 !!! omg here am i gonna find it i still have that damn phone bill to pay up... and gab 40 bucks crap his chasing me like a fucker .... cant help a fren ? wtf i lent u money and never even claim for u dude... fuck ass cant expect singaporean to be kind... shit-o singaporean zzzz

And tmr i have DC for skipping sports dae.. duh my nike sneakers is spoilt crap i have to wait till next month ti get a new one zzz fuck bitch stupid family i DUN undestand y other family is always so warm but mine is so fucked up there is not one dae there is peace.

u noe wat now i understand books is not important is experience and public relation crap books wun teach you how to do public relation , some advice THINK BEFORE U DO...

and guys about the Amos tan thingy

Both parties are wrong dude but to sae a word of juctice u guys were in the wrong he was just doing his job, not im trying to help in bu he did it quite respectful [for me] and dude dun shout if uncouth for ger to start wagging around like mad dogs... omg y cant u guys sit down and tok nicely even gangsters oso can.... my advice: sumtimes just give-in dun argue unless u noe u r in the correct way...]

for the above part ppl no offence just my point of view zzzz

crap im hitting the hard drinks
well drowning my sorrowness in drinks
Maybe im too dperessed
its all just a part of life.....

and about the portugal thingy .... do smth about it

......a time im reali stressed

2006-04-03T07:55:00.000-07:00

....hei guys this may be funny but this is realy the FIRST ever time i feel so stressed...mt life seems so hectic now in express and studies...not reali in the mood of it...

woked up early and think jesus its monday...crap...oral presentation...science,PoA fuck thats for now doing HW i got a POA test on double ledger on wendesday. Crap....u noe i hope one day i could just lve a free life....being an animal is not bad eh ithink.... humans has lots of trouble.First time dude since i last feel this stupid thing called stress. ... god is the transfer to express a wrong choice??Or am i just thinking too highly of myself?after wendesday i got a humanities quiz at VJC wtf...you noe there is better candidate than me like Andy or Chiristian...i feel realy lousy now....don't really noe would perk me....i see everything as waste now nth more than rubbish
day by day i got more lonely...a loner that no one respected too im just a fag im just a pure loser...
e
dude i hate my family now....everyone despise me non supported me.....though im now in exprss they still thinks im still N(a)....dude i onli have mysel to blame

for macroni and cheese

my life is dark
my life is a pile of mixture

i hope you are there for me
though you are with another man
every minute and seconds
being an angel that has a smile on the face
smiling towards me

i dunnoe wat to do
as i could not be with you
i caught your eye you are so beautiful
hope i can see your face again

but its the time to face the truth
i would never be with you
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things that happened tonite......
dude had a bad thing happened todae some stupid family problem? Y cant they ust stand on my side for ounce> but always shielding my brother? Y?hei i just want it ounce? wat is he superior to me?? i Dun understand but i undersand one thing im just a mere stuff to you.....

give me stuff i wanna get out of thins family......

A NEW CHANGE A NEW LIFE

2006-03-26T06:01:00.000-08:00

well this gonna be a great turning ,it been long since i last post, anyway todae will be the end of my slacking dae . Of course i was angered by someone ,im determined to get flying colours for my mid-year examination..

targeted scores

english-B3 (60-65)
E.Maths-A1(70-75)
chemistry-A1
physics -A1
history -A2
social studies -B3 or A2- i'll have to reali pull up my socks on these guy
chinese-C5 (55-59) at least dude cant reali make it for this but i'll try
accounts -A1(lots of theory from Mrs Quack

4a's 1b's 1c's

hmm wat can i sae long since i last updated haizzz reali not into it LOL anyway i swore that i try to update everytime i had time to do this hahaha!

stuffies

Caitlin congrats on ur driving lisence =D
-Sean omg u kena rain so long neva go school
--Oi Ying Xuan get well soon
---mav pls train up ur dota ....

okies get to the real point =D
well got back my competitive mood next week and it will be overdrive time =D still have a English oral presentation to come up with....Otsuka?Linkin park?Led zepplin? haiz sumbody give me an idea ....

subject need to buckle up XD
-Physics ...
--english
-------------------chinese -__-;;

darn overrun by so many people T_T thats it man end of my patience ,Cut dwn my time on the computer and of course spend more time on sudies which i had not been doing....and the last NEVEr SKIP SCHOOL AGAIN!!!

and i hope i an find sumone like u (u noe who im toking about) well its the first time since i can find a ger that i can reali interact with ,i may sound selfish but.....

nvm -__-; anyway need to start work now so stay tune =D for the nxt post XD

2006-03-18T06:36:00.000-08:00

due to over sianzation standard postin will be resumed after holidae =D sry cant reali find the time to do reflections =D as the moment i lay on the bed i'll slp and these few daes im hibernating in my room and reali doesn't had must to say about it

holy crap lets tok about yesterdae it ws this time when i ask my fren to go eat sakae sushi at 7 pm
ok gabriel,sz,mic,JJ and i went in

guess wat ?? no more buffet after 6pm ok darn it make it a limit as if we were to go now reali no face T___T 4 plates per person 4 x 5 =20 then 20 X 2 -$40.00 crap freaking expensive darn it

anyway we were not reali full ordered two large pizza peeperoni, and meat supreme crap costed $56.00 ok its PIZZA -__-;; whole nite eat pizza till die of Fullness lmao .... eveybody cant walk home lmao,lucky the party was at my house ....beers,soft drinks stuf all that we were worse than people in the bar lmao

anyway that all about this stupd holidae week realy dan bored i'lm update more when school satrts ,

loveless,selfless,uselsss,hopeless,love sick....

2006-03-12T06:39:00.000-08:00

Won't you tell me why there is sadness in your voice?
I don't wanna say goodbye to you,Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
but there is something left in my head T_T

Sitting here all alone in the middle of the night...Don't know where to go,Lost my way...
There ain't so much for me to say now between us ,There ain't so much for me anymore ...im just loveless...

gravitation is not responsible for people to fall in love...
How can i just let you go away without a trace??
U're the only that realy noe me at all......
Y can't u turn around and see me cry .....
She keeps you going and promise you, the whole world will be urs...
We are in our own world spinning our feets,since the first time i talk to you,My love for you always been brewing
since u came into my life everything has change...
im gonna love u till the end ,I wanna share Your prons and cons,I'll never seen such a lovly queen like you .....

[Though this is veri simple ,Just wanna cheer u up]

hmm....Wat i wanna sae todae?Its the Holidae and its veri boring.....
Anyway at last my dad is back XD w00t =D great my march allowance is here XD
been suck a poor fuck since feb T_T ,phone bills,etc etc....

Anyway lets talk about smth more intresting lol

ok , They wanna legalise gay marriage =.=: hei man for god's sake...GAY marriage...we were created not to be homo-sexual.....omg .............. [YUCKS!] .....its good to be un-conservative...but not so un-conservative...lmao....this world is realy changing........everything seems lifeless to me....

i feel like im wothless...nobody need me in this world.. and im just a meat living in this world...
My heart has turned as cold as ice....im numb to almost evrything , i feel weak....inferior...yea maybe im reali the world's greatest faggot......maybe ,im not sure...im unsure wat i want , i NEED A PLACE TO YELL UP and vanquish my stuffies i held .....

EVERYTHING SUCKS im JUST A PURE mutha SUCKER im the KING BASTREDED OF THE WALL wohooooo anyway im glad HAHAHAHHAHAHA

FUCKING truth i hate it i hate u all ,espcially u MUM !!! u asss y AM I BORN ???? y the heck>?? im just a tool for u , to get money>?? _!_ wtf hell shit u r one using ME as a tool im a human , u got no humane feelings i got no such mother ....

*i need to cool dwn im reali in alot of stuff need to straighten out.....*

2006-03-10T09:11:00.000-08:00

hmm todae have a bad diarrohea....zzz stayed in the the toilet for almost 2 hours in fear that ounce i stand up i may have to go back zzz anyway neva go to school skipped todae's Vocan test and miss one of the greatest show Hannaffi VS Jun pek T_T darn anyway it mark the start of the march 1 week holiday =D <>

anyway Caitlin u r sad todae eh? Its okay Cheer-up! <>

felt veri "zi bei"about todae conversation...

If everybody is like u in this world it ,Earth would be such a great place

<--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------->
2nd part of my road to success.....

well sec 2 life was exciting but it affected me badly

i was getting big headed due to my success in sec 1 and began slacking ,thinking that iw ould do great without studying but it sucks my result began coming down and due to that i began hanging out with bad companies , untill my form teacher told me that , Steven u had to work hard , ur reputation is stinking and some ven gave-up...its reali sad when sumone gave-up on you> i tried to salvage the sisituation but it seems too late , nevertheless i oe i did my best i got 8th in class and even ppl last time who did badly even do better than me , i was utterly humiliated and My mum began criticising me again....I promise had to start a new next year as im entering sec 3 a new life and a new hope , i got alot of areas to improve on ...i left 2004 with low confidence,low spirit hate it...

<>
It was on sec 3 dae <2005>

I was reali demoralised due to last year <2004>sucky result comparen to my sec 1<2003>

Everything was worthless to me, i went back to my old ways a lazy,laidback,clueless,hopless,stateless,useless Steven Chou .....this thing drag on for few months after i learnt the truth about my family dark secret....which is veri veri veri...pathetic i sae..
Anyway ue to this fact it made me hate my mum more....

I began becoming more confident,breaking away from bad companies , and had a postive attitude towards study as i noe Weakness of attitude becomes weakness of character and it will destory ur future..i had to wake up and plan for my future, this realy make a huge change to my life and a few times i couldn't slp thinking about the details tough life being a broken-home student ,i suffered alot of emotional changes and i went for counselling last year ,it really help i must realy thank you Mr.Tay =D so i began doing good time management ,dun spent too much on BGRs as it would not helped ,though i was still haunted by the secrets of my darn family ....... i just hope Y u guys had to tell me? i Dun wish to noe ....well anyway i just had to accept it with a wide smile...

I began producing results =D began working hard and a consistent worker heres my result for the year 2005
i was 1st in class 5th in whole level ,everybody was proud except of course, my mum...

this was the last dae im in NA as im getting transfered to express class I won't forget NA as that the place that mould me and make they guy i am todae thx pal ..A person starts to live when he can live outside himself this words reali motivate me it was due to Miss Gopal ,as much as i hated her i relai need to thank you for the things u had taught me while punishing me =D thx

many people say wat kind of brain i had? to get such result ...
i told them it was pure hardwork and good attitude , as talent dosen't matter much if u dun have hardwork ...

My advice for u guys ....

studying everydae,practicsing the Clarinet or Etc Etc , its all part of invesment to ur life ,trust me the more u invest ,the more u'll get in return as there little lost in this kind of invesment ,the onli thing u lose i not physical but emotional...

so guys outthere and ger everything had thier solution is uo to you wether u wanna find it

Nth to sae todae so i'll tok about my life

2006-03-09T08:10:00.000-08:00

First of all HAPPY BIRTHDAY EYN!!!
Wishes u getting a fruitfull and eventfull year =D

thx for bring us together and created the GREAT place chai =D thnaks for eveything u done

todae....another...._ _ _ _ _ _ day

anyway it was quite fun after school hehe Ram i changed him 360 degree XD from a mushroom heard nerd to a Layered-cut spike punk of course he still need more dressing codes to make him a true man .....

i'll post his old photo and his presnt photo soon XD u guys will c his different

yesterdae caitlin asked to find a hobby? Lmao hmm guess wat i found one !!! My hobby is ...
well taking care of my Dear Caitlin and loving you with all my heart =D it will be my part time-job too XD lmao XD Anyway Caitlin good luck on ur Concert =D i'll always be by ur side ,though cant watch u play =D

YEah todae gonna share with u guys my road to success =D lmao [Steven's motivational classes] =.=" lmao

Yeah the tp part is my PSLE reesult [primary school leaving exam] its 159/300 Lmao if i hit 149 im in N(t) =X ! Well i cried hard that time and after that i neva cried again .....[Not those break-ups lmao those are not counted] Well i was realy tramatised by this result and went to a long period of depression , it was about 2 months and worse still it was during the holiday i got no modd to do anything....

one of those day I overheard my mum and her side of family talking about me .... My Mum strted criticising me, insulting remarks ....N[A] Student zzz (is it wrong to be an N[a] student?? ) [being a MUm u should support ur SOn ,what kind of mum are u???]
U noe how it felt when ur OWn Mum does not support you can instead started looking down on you? The feeling is very very bitter....Tis realy hit me hard and from then on i rarly spoke to her [less than 5000 words a year] From that day onwards I swear infront of my grandpa's Tablet (not some kind of movie i reali did this lmao) that i'll study hard and produce OUTSTANDING result's and neva again i would fail ....

during my Sec 1 period I got only one thing in my brain "PROVE urselves that u can do it" it was realy a tough work for me from a 159 /300 meaning ,i will have to work realy hard to get waht i wanted ...i did my cnstant revision,SUPEr ATTETNTIVE in class ....but one thing anything come at a price i wanted to better my maths marks which was really bad
I took a risk by sacarficing my time more on maths and not on mother tongue
my chinese got reali a sharp drop from 68 to 50 marks a Fall of 2 grades B3-C6

my PSle results

English [B]
Chinese [B]
Maths [D]
Science [C]

total marks 159/300

nice number eh?
lmao

anyway My maths show result from D to B3 i was delighted , first time since 2 years i have not passed my maths , and i started to aim for better getting 1st in the class

it was the E-O-Y results i got 2nd in class and 9th in whole lvl ,main fault is due to my mother tongue that dragged me dwn well that year ended well and my Mum still not convince of my success ,i'll had to try harder ....

Anyway lets stop the "grumbling "

Well today nth much to say =D iforgotten that i had not post for yesterda'es entry lmao XD

yesterday it was a ....... lmao Great talk to spellie XDDD arrgh u r just too cute
ur voice its so mature yet plus a mixture of ur accent make it realy sounds cute !! XD I was like OmFg Rofl...darn i was realy nervous LOL 1st time nervous infront of gers maybe u r caucasian lmao XD it was like 1st ecounter with an E.T lol my ex-es are all asians lmao XD anyway we reali had a good time yesterday especially with ur cute voice lmao and trying to speak malay XDDD hahahaha great time we have ,Lets hope we can interact better next time =D looking forward to the weekends and holidae and enjoyed it together with you

oh yea take ur medicine , dun sit too much infront of ur Com lmao gonna spoil ur eyes , and pls pls pls slp early darling u need lots of rest since u r sick now =D

Thank you for your cooperation and atention [Lmao *copying my Dad's letters*]
Steven Chou *dies laughing*

A not so BORING dae...

2006-03-07T07:07:00.000-08:00

Vulgarities used= mild...

Lmao todae reali funny XD

todae climax : almost get into a fight with a Bitch XDDD she could become my depression reliver

Anyway lets talk about it later , lets start with morning =D hehe todae got a great morning lmao
Get to chat with Caitlin a little about 5 min T_T and off to school cant tok much with u darling misses u whole dae ....made a drawing on you todae [totally hilarious ,with ur trademark darth vader mask ]=D lmao

As per normal ,set out from house 6.55Am =.=;; so "early" my school starts at 7.25Am . I've been late for 7 times this term 1 more they gonna call my dad *tremble* and one the 9th is a stroke up my ass Lmao... luckily reach school just in-time zzz u can't trust singapore trasnport they are so "punctual" especially 852's and 173's zzz stupid buses due to thier lateness 80% of my late recored were they being the causes zzz i reali hate the DAMN -LTA- blody fucktards ..

Todae in school they have oral presentation lmao , great event u get to see ur friend standing and getting nervous while presenting LMAO [if im not wrong 60% of people's fear is stage fright ,not sure Mr.Subair stated ] everything went 'alrght" untill Ken =.- my country men Lmao ..
sang twinkle ,twinkle little stars lmao and speaking with his british accent XDDDD *dies laughing* u should see his expression while presenting lmao

okay time to TALK about the climax of today =D hehe its goes like this .....

ounce upon a time in the northen most state of america ,Michigan . A girl named Caitlin LMAO
[jokin]------[Jokin]-----[Jokin]

ok no mre crappies its goes like this -the whole conversation-

Jun pek : Steven CAN u put this file on the shelves!!!! [arrogant Voice and demanding]

I was like thinking , Jebus ,wtf i neva even spoken to you before and u r commanding me ?? wth
u expect me to walk to the back of the class just to PUT ur god damn file?? wth as if im so free ..
---[im reali pissed and foul mood including todae ]

Steven SHOUTED back :Ei Wtf ,Im not ur dog or slave , u got four limbs can't u walk on your own??

Jun pek : Steven PLS can u put this file on the shelves!!!! [in a more arrogant Voice and demanding]

lmao u think i will put ur File even u say pls =.= wtf ...u think i would put ur file ,kao im not ur slave for christ sake and i DUN even noe u -.-

Steven: Why should I??? Go put urselves la im not ur slave knn,i got a choie wether i wanna help u rite ? i dun want to help you u cant force me fat fag

-[ i was totally piss ,as todae i just got a "lecture from one of my teachers" and she came and started ordering me around lma hu the fuck she is ??]

guess wat ? that darn 100kilo walk and squash my beloved bag , I was like wtf that was one of the souviener i got from China [a DIESEL haversack] and when she walk back on purpose walk over my bag i was like wtf ? and great dented of my ear studs _|_ no effing way im gonna eat this dwn, she bite me well,veri easy my priciple is anyone bites me i'll pay them back twice ,u Dun touch me i dun touch u zzz [a neutral stance]

okay i was reali pissed went over kick her bag mutha fucker ,w00t i got the support of the class lmao anyway everybody hates ger ,her bag flew a nice 360 degrees turn and landed with applause from my friends lmao, u could see her pig ,fustrated face lmao it was hilarious
HAHahahaha

shes dead offending me , she gonna be branded ---SFU-[short ,fat and ugly] , fat fag ,and a biatch [she dun deserve the name bitch ] =D hehe im looking forward to tmr =D gonna find a oppurtunity to get back to her hehehehehe ,gonna make sure she is gonna be ssoooo dead . Thi is the first time since stepping to secondary school i been offended _!_ stupid mofo

shamless pig ,100 kilos and dancing around in chinese dance [thinking about it make me puke]

one of my friends oso in chinese dance -senior of her,Sze Zheng

jun ping- She got attitude problem , love to "sha jiao"[throw tantrum/act cute =.=] and act as if she noes everything , teaching her dance step veri pek chek [tiring] can't stand her ,y dun she just quit , wat a fag..

zzzz , she had just find some info about her first from Sz one of my best pals in school lmao
enough of my rumbling about todae

ended the day with Zuo jia went home togther and bough MAXIME... again im the one who had to go and pay the cash... Zuo jia -,- just say u r SHY la dun hide hide ...lmao

not reali much to do about today , went to wikipedia surf trhough it educating myself..
and darn im selected for the National humanities competition =.- hell with it the onli N[A ] student selected...zzz togther with all those sec 4 express nerds... wat a sianzation ,i just dunno y Mr tan houng selected me, i did not top humanities last year it WAS Andy not me zzz and y cant u just get Christian who had better relations with the express students [ his ounce a Express student bt dropped to N[A] due to poor results] But me>?? y me?? wtf and u choose me after u had entered my name Wtf without asking me ??? crap ass its like taking my credit ard and using it without asking me ...Fine ,anyway mr.tan being one of my fav teacher,i gave him face and just enter the competition ....its held in april...and we gonna go against JC students =.=" fine since im selected...

I WILL TRY MY BEST TO WIN or A SATISFACTORY RESULT zzz
jebus , fraking retard stuff and tell u guys wat u think the school does it for the well-being of the student??? my ASS they do it for thr reputation ,thats the problem with Singapore schools ,schools just wanted better REPUTATION in other words stressing student to produce GOOD academic results and all those CCA shit are just bullshit...if u get 6A'1s u could get into any school in singapore -.- crap ass....just to get better reputation on the expense if the students self-esteem zzzz they dun give respect to students those teachers treated students like voting cards =.= if students does well they got rewards,better position and if students do well ,they got fustrated relive thier stress on students ...... GOVERMENT DOGS !!!

zzz cant seems to stop all of my complain i;ll stop it now =.=

oh yea if u wanna hear the "in the end " by linkin park u browse my blog using internet explorer[IE] i dunno y u cant use firefox lmao no sound will be projected ,so if u wanna hear "in the end" use IE lmao

at least todae got to chat with caitlin T_T normally we can onli tok to each other ounce a week T_T haha , spellie good luck on ur school =D

oh yea todae ,began thinking about my future ,the most intresting is which university to get in to lmao my choices are

1.london school of economics
2.Mcmaster or NUS[become 2nd eyn XD]
3.Cambridge or Harvard? [Dreams]
4.goes to to the same university as Spellie =D goes to live in Michigan =D

2006-03-06T06:06:00.000-08:00

back to school =D

lmao forgotten to update yesterday though i had a ...freaky experience lmao...

ok lets talk about yesterday..Steve tay as usual bring me out to eat ...but this time to geylang well its normal for us to come here it had one of the best food in Singapore ahaha after that lmao first time in my life i visit a red light district....LMAO ....*dies* well its a very eye opener thingy hehe anyway i got no interest in this gers prostitutes x.x [i had no interest in other girls lmao i onli have one and that is U Caitlin ,my dearest spellcheck] well some even approach me ,lmao i juck back off them , well you know rejected them anyway im too YOUNG!!!! im not even one month 16 years old lmao and Dun intend to lose my first time zzz ...anyway its realy an eye opener place for me ,well i just went to have a look, you know learn more stuff =D

Anyway before that ,[that geylang event is at night ] at the afternoon went out with my friends
Gab [as normal],Sz , jon went out ,well kinda but later we still settle in a cybercafe trashing each other off LMAo.. 1st match is a free for all and crap it ended with a game mismatch [stupid LAN shop CPU] zzzz anyway that due to Gab's CPU being too laggy and always being rejected Lmao ,Anyway i managed to top the list being 1st with an overall result of 400k+ income not bad ...
After that went to eat at one of my favourite places *bukit timah market zzz* a kinda Kopitiam LMao XD ,i got lots of famous food especially its fish porridge,Satay bee hoon, carrot cake,portugal style stingray,Hokkien mee ....kinda off i fancy this type of food instead of fastfood like Macdonalds,KFC [YUCKS *puke*] lmao there goes my sundae =D

Mondae ....school starts *misses Caitlin do some graffitti with her name * during boredem class like mother tongue...stupid chinese test reali waste of time and the teacher is realy OMFG hate her ,i want carmen mok T_T ,HOHO tmr they have oral presntation really looking forward to it
so fun =D todae got cramped inside stupid temporary hall arrgh it sucks with that FAT,SHORT AND UGLY SHARMILA GOPAL goofing aroun going after all the express sudents zzz trying to show off her power to the N[A] student sending them a message *dun mess with me* anyway nobody reali cares about her she is a total bitch =X i hope she get her ass kicked soon .

T_T im depressed ,suffering from depression.....i'm realy in a foul mood today scolding anybody i see ..haizz hope im in the UNited states now i'll be enjoying the life of a king lmao and i could slack the whole year without worrying about my stdies lmao ...i dunno wats happening but i seem to get fustrated in everything i see today anyway cant reali stand the darn heat too...spend the whole dae reading Caitlin random blog entries lmao hehe reali got lots of eventfull dae I hope im living with you right now LMAo date u 24/7 hahaha [hope u r reading this if u r tag at my board =D] we got 12 hours of difference....lmao

--anyway gonna just write till here todae reali shag and i still got P.E tmr stupid orange shoes mR eeeeee effing way ...stupid exrcise of his freaking waste of time ZZzzzz ok enuff of my rumbling one more week to holidae yipeeeee could spent my holidae with spellie haha

trashing dae

2006-03-04T05:58:00.000-08:00

well todae not bad spend my dae with my dear Caitlin of course stay with her till she slept lmao XD
TnT feel sad for her ,she still sick TnT get well soon pretty ...I'll love u forever ,In my whole life u will be the last ger i gonna give my love too...u r just like the flower and im the bee ,i cant live a dae without seeing u ....in my eyes u are always so speacial...

well todae is sat eh.. not bad though lmao ,ram challenge me to a generals match ....great huh ...in the end trash him 5-0 ..sianzation last match not enouhg time if not continue sure win liao

1st match USA [laser] VS USA [Air force] -won
2nd match GLA [demoliton] VS USA -won
3rd match China [infanty] VS USA [Superweapon] -won
4th match GLA [Stleath] VS USA -won
5th match USA [Air force] VS USA -won [20.39 mins]
6th match USA VS USA [Superweapon]-not enough time ended with draw

we;; thats the match up won 5-0 straight winning streak , not bad huh haven played zero hour for 2 months and still can handle ....anway tmrorow sunday got a bigger match ,sze zheng,gab,jon and maybe ram coming ...zzz big match tmr sianzation dunno do wat ,but as long as caitlin there im happy le lmao XD

anyway todae just completer battle for middle earth 2 not bad the game graphic is great, managa to lag a little ESPECIALLY at the last stage of [good campaign] lag heavily u guys should try it ,the game is veri mind testing....lmao

anyway todae wow get to c mic the shorty going out with Amanda fan lmao walking together dunn go where niax ,Ram and i after match went to eat while walking i saw them LMAo..shorty reali getting "taller these few daes" anyway i salute to u to go after Amanda haha shes pretty and cute lmao i might go after her LOLX jokin chill out mic...my heart belongs to caitlin onli LMao ...

well i upload "somwhere i belong -Linkin Park" it one of my favourite song anyway guys enjoy every son i upload had a speacial meaning mostly dedicated to Caitlin "my heart belong to her" if u ask me where i belong lmao , heres the lyrics of the song enjoy and sing along =D

[Verse 1]
I had nothing to say
and i get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(i was confused)
and i live it all out to find, but im not the only person wit these things in mind
(inside of me)
but all that they can see the words revealed
is the only real thing that i got left to feel
(nothing to lose)
just stuck hollow and alone
and the fault is my own and the fault is my own

[Chorus]
i wanna heal i wanna feel what i thought was never real
i wanna let go of the pain ive felt so long.
erase all the pain til its gone
i wanna heal i wanna feel like im close to something real.
i wanna find something ive wanted all along
somewhere i belong

and i got nothing to say. i cant believe i didnt fall right down on my face
(i was confused)
look at everywhere only to find.
it is not the way i had imagined it all in my mind.
(so what am i)
what do i have but negativity
cuz i cant trust no one by the way everyone is looking at me
(nothing to lose)
nothing to gain im hollow and alone
and the fault is my own
and the fault is my own

[repeat chorus]

[Verse 3] (Chester)
I will never know myself until i do this on my own
cuz i will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed
i will never be anything til i break away from me
i will break away. ill find myself today

[repeat chorus]

end of todae hope u guys enjoy =D love u all

sianzation

2006-03-03T08:45:00.000-08:00

sianzation sia ....

sian,boring, veri wu nai sianzatuion reali ....so SIAN....todae ....super boring dae ...maybe with my attitude tis few daes sia see anything oso sian other than money now nth excite me...but c money oso sian dunno wat to do lmao..c ger oso sian...haizz need to find girl friend le if not gonna die soon lmao ok stop with y sianzation rumbling can die one

todae ....SKIPPED school.. bored la stupid motiatinal programme but not bad le the instructor si bei chio ..TCS 5 one act before in TV she damn hot ok la ,her smile damn sweet lmao XD if my GF like her waaaa i sure die one... but my heart always will have Caitlin =D Caitlin,Caitlin,Caitlin XD everydae think of u sia ...expecially ur kuroge song arrgh can die XDD i think for the rest of my life wun be able to find another firl like u XDD LMAO....reali hope to c u =D

hmm todae lmao thoes 3E's back from camp liao lmao the earth gonna have earthquake soon lmao ....they like typhoon causes people to go nuts XD[no offens] XD heard alot of them complain wanna come back lmao cnt try the flyinfox sure sucks rite? haizz too bad at least u guys got canoing and height elements XD not bad .. the food ? sucks to the core for sure..but glad u all o be back =D welcome back 3e's XD

oh yea tmr julia b'dae LMAO buy things ? dunnoe sia...tmr got general match with rambo sianzation must trash him ... oh ya, u guys should watch schindler's list i got the disc ,im sure most of u will be bored to death this show ionli for high intellectual people lmao XD now wathing gladiator lmao i on movie spree sia... everydae watch movie ,at least can kill time if not dunnoe do wat..haizz no entertaiment ..

ok la todae post till here dunno few daes neva post le ,now i swear everydae i will TRY to post..

my B'dae XDD

2006-02-28T05:46:00.001-08:00

well todae is 28th feb not bad eh my b'dae lmao..haha received quite alot of present lmao still waiting for my digi-cam thouhg and NANO ...anyway THX guys for all of ur present reali luv u all XD thx pal

on todae's steven life ,ermm life is still the same .got a POA test ermm quite easy but there still some that i can't do though. P.E darn some boring ...on MC lmao sianzation sia watch the gers pass baton i laugh like xiao..todae ermm oh YA magister negi magi come out ew vol. lmao nice sia fite his own old man ,he got nice art, made those surrounding using polygons[ things that he people use to design games too] and ichigo 100% lol manaka at last proposed to tsukasa [hell yes tsukasa was such a babe]well of cours for me Caitlin is always the first in my heart and she is contestant 11 ,i just luv her voice she reali got a nice voice hope i can hold her in my arms rite now ...just love her too much hope i can see her soon ...oh caitlin...thouhg u r 182 Cm i dun mind... height dun matter in love =D .by the way im back to N(a) stream tmr haha i reali dun wat to do man ....will they welcome me ? or find me as a hindrance...well anyway todae had a party at sakae sushi =.= crap my stomach almost exploded from eating that much sushi ....i think SS gonna put up our face for eating too much LMAO ban from sakae forever

well that for 28th feb quite shabby report though ,im slpy rite now haha get it for the next 3 daes report it will be fun as 3Es are ging to sec 3 camp lmao..and thx guys for the b'dae greetings ,im reali touched especially to caitlin ...

opt of my blog XD

2006-02-27T01:34:00.000-08:00

Oh yea alive and kicking Steven Chou is back,alive ,kicking and always as sexy =D
well made tis blog to compile my life stuffy ....todae its so sucky school is boring u had to study it twice MAN for christ sake stdying the same things arrrghh.... may die of boredem XD..anyway at least got by it just thinking of caitling every second XDDD omg she s contestant 11 haha she got a god damn great vice i luv her ! played her song for several times LMAO im crazy over her than ai otsuka haizz...enouhg of my scrambling with my"luv caitlin" haha oh yea u can come out of the hole guys XD todae felancia fite with the china "babe" funny sia i fell hysteric on the floor buay ta-han super cat fite.. tried to run away for early recess ta ma de kena caught KNN ...at least today english leeson not bad ,not so bored watch the singapore idol, Steven lim =.= lmao same name as the sexy one sianzation ...kena suan by zuo jia like xiao...sian den went home with gk on bus feel like slping again , cough nowhere better still same niax cough here and there like idiot so pain den flu sumore gonna die soon pal.

reach home open CPU but dunno do wat... plae campaign lo sianzation sia un till rambo come..played whole dae with him treated him dinner about 23 bucks okay la cheap cheap for friendship its okies de XD. after that went home sianzation dunno do wat again haizzz nbody to chat all slpin LMAO hope spellie get up soon miss her so terribly...just cant live without u spellie....